Wednesday, 22 April 2015

RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR LIFE...


   I had just returned home. Alone. It was getting towards evening time and my mood was sinking along with the sun. I entered my room, the bedsheet is black, pretty much describes my mood yesterday. I had a little argument with him, its always a bit embarrassing to admit that we fight,but that happens.
  I layed down, I was thinking of my relationship, my bank account and my career. Particularly about the relationship, I was mad, a sort of depression setting in, my close friend,Hope has graduated and parked already, I have been wanting to hang out but that hasn't happened,, I tried to cry, it didn't work, not because I lack water and salt in my system but I've really overcome crying over relationship issues, it just doesn't work anymore, after my first major hit, I call it "The Great Depression" I pretty much find joy, and beauty, happiness, and fulfilment in myself, who I am and the person I'm growing to be.
   Its been a long journey but I've come to fall in love with myself.
   I just layed with my phone in hand,then I decided to surf Instagram, then Tiwa Savage, I saw this video of Oprah Winfrey that Tiwa posted and it boosted me back to the JOLEETA state of mind.

   WATCH

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