A CHANGE OF HEART?

@JoleetaDiva

I wish I could tell you but I can't, you are just a drug, two pills of oval white concoction from only God knows where. I'm scared that you don't want the same thing, why you gatta be so logical and reasonable and precautious about everything? This is love and we are living life, we can have whatever we want. I don't even know when I started drowning in love with you, but we should gwt wasted in love together, and you fuelled it even more by saying you're into me.

@JoleetaDiva

The first time I saw him after a long time, I missed my whole lectures and went with him around town to get his business sorted out, swallowing one pill after another like I know this shi*. but no I know that I didn't know that shi*, I never even had an idea of what that shi* could do to me, and that's how I got hooked on this drug and I didn't even know it. I dream about him every night for a good number of days now and I wake up to the sad reality that he's not yet mine, and I try to cement my feelings, I don't know if he notices or not, and I've been in the same house with him for some days now, no lie, no shame, its killing me.

He says it so casually in our random discussions 'I will never marry an entertainer', he says it so easily like he's not hurting anyone, well...not so casually, but emphatically, and that's what hurts me, but I can't tell him I'm in love with him...I'm very afraid, more afraid because I'm hooked on this drug. #TrueStory
PS. If you're not the right pill, I pray I get unhooked on you, if you are, What the hell is wrong with you? can we get this awesomeness started already!!!